Spineless!

Well I'm not really, but I'm beginning to wish I was.

Before Christmas I was admitted into hospital with a bulging back disc. The pressure from the disc affecting the strength and function of my left side.

I felt like 103 year old, laid up in hospital in the neurology unit with stroke patients and people who had undergone surgery.

It's such a humiliating injury, not being able to get out of bed, or put on a bra without assistance, or get to the toilet on your own.

The pain is back, no pun intended, I feel the same today as I did in the lead up to my last hospital stay.

My poor husband has been roped in to helping me with my cupcake orders for the morning, not like he has enough to do with his own business and helping me run our busy household.

I'm totally snappy, and intolerant and pretty freaking bitchy to be honest.

I feel like screaming and swearing and crying....

This too shall pass!

I'm feeling a little miffed tonight, while delivering my meeting - stumbled across some conflicting information in the program materials.....it was bad enough that it made me feel like a twit, but the lady pointing it out kept arguing about it, there really was nothing that I could do about the information printed in front of us all...so I tried to move on....and was snapped at for trying to keep the flow of my meeting going without the silly argumentative stuff. *sigh*

I realise I can't please everyone....but now I feel bad for maybe offending her.

*rolls eyes*

I'm going to take my stroppy sore self to bed.

XO